So, what should I write? *sits back and crosses legs* um, I wanted to post in this blog so much but I don't know what to post. What the heck is wrong with me? -,- I must have been getting a lot more crazier than before. *hits cushion* Before, I was really lazy to update this blog. It was kinda boring to me. But then, I started to get really busy with STUDIES. BANG! Have never expected it right? :P I mean, everyone will be like; "O ma gosh, Vanessa. 

You've changed." Yes, b*tches. I've changed a lot. A LOT but in a good way, okay?

But, there's a lot more things that never change in me. My addiction to butts and games, my vulgar mouth, the dorky Vanessa, my love to Twitter, Facebook and Tumblr, reading fanfics as a hobby and fangirling. Haha xD and phone? no-uh. Not really. I just hate texting. Lame as hell -.- Okay, I'm just getting weirder by day to day. But believe me, I'm still the same Vanessa from years ago. It was just, time changed me a lot. *awkward laugh* 

And you know what? Form 4 is not a HONEYMOON like what people said. When I entered class 4S2, I got the feeling- weird feeling. It was like, something inside me telling me; "Vanessa, you had just made yourself into a hole of trouble." It's actually about studies, especially y'know, Biology, Chemistry, Physics and Additional Mathematics. *Sorry, Ad Maths, I put you last because I just fucking hate you.* When you entered Science stream, the flow will be faster and harder than usual. You need to catch up fast, or you'll be left- DUMB-FOUNDED. January, February, March and April, the engine had just started to heat up! 

Nowadays, I spent almost 11 hours at school, y'know. NONSTOP. From 6:00 am to 5:00 pm. Almost half of the day. 6:00 am to 1:25 pm, studying and 1:30 pm to 3 pm, homework and 3 pm to 5:00 pm, choral speaking practice. Then, I have my tuition from 5 pm to 7 pm (outside the school, actually). Can you imagine that shit? I've never expected to be like this before. Even, my brothers had NEVER been like this before. Insane. -,- So stressful. *sigh* But, what to do, just do it. Happiness and to be success need sacrifices, right?

So, I have a little bit problem over here. *uncrosses legs* A problem with someone. I don't know how to deal with it. But yeah, heartbreaks- no one can ever run from that mister. Um, yeah. Better deal with it, anyways. But ugh, so hard. -,- Whatever, then. I just wish that person stays and never leave. Eh-eh, I just WISH only, okay? >.<

Okay, I think that's all for this post. Enough is enough. Hahahahahaha xD 

K, bye. Have a nice day and may God bless yah! xoxo :)